Parallel Lives

Dear Diary,

I think I figured it out. I’m living in two lives at the same time! Ok, hear me out… I know this sounds crazy. There’s a thing called “parallel lives” where you’re basically “you” but you’re living a completely different life, maybe even a different age. Think of it as you right now … but you’re also living in your past and your future at the same time. I know it hurt my brain too. Anyways, what if I’m doing that? Instead though of it feeling like a completely separate life, I’m dipping in and out of each one? So in one life I’m married to Ryan and in another I’m married to Josh, all depending on what decisions I’m making. So …. maybe that kiss with Josh threw me into that life? It kinda makes sense doesn’t it? Does this happen to everyone at some point and maybe we just don’t realize …or what if it does but that’s actually when we dream!! Diary, I think I should publish this somewhere because I think I just figured out something huge. I’m going to call Gwen and see what she thinks, hang on.

Update: she doesn’t think I’m crazy but doesn’t see how it’s possible either. A simple kiss can’t hold that much power right? Or can it? If that’s the case could I just kiss Ryan and bring me back? How would I go about that though, Elle? I just met him the other day in his eyes. I can’t just throw myself at him. Especially because he thinks I’m married to Josh now! He served us our anniversary meal even, I mean it can’t get much more twisted than that! He’s a good man .. he would never act on an impulse with a married woman, even if he is attracted. Wait, what if he isn’t? What if in this life, I’m not his type?! Ok I’m spiraling again. Maybe I’ll just have to drive to that coffee shop again and hope the universe jumps in for us to meet once more. I’m not giving up hope yet.

Love you Diary!

-Elle